Since my birthday 4 weeks ago, I’ve been journaling about how I rose to this feeling of happy.
I didn’t feel so good 8 years ago. I was frustrated, though no one knew it. I smiled all the time, but inside I wasn’t content with my life experience.
It was puzzling.
I had a great one bedroom apartment in New York city, an adorable puppy, a couple very close friends, and a job that was fulfilling.
Years of journaling showed me what was missing.
I wanted life to be linear. I believed my life was supposed to be lived like rungs on a ladder.
I made a dance video one afternoon. I danced my emotion out for 4 minutes and afterward I bathed in sweat and joy. The next week I did it again. After several more, I named the collection of VIDS: Celebration of Life series.
When I decided to celebrate life, every part of my life, every emotion, every experience, every day; my happy returned.
Life isn’t a ladder. It’s simply a celebration.
I’ve decided to share 5 ways that I celebrate my happy over 10 weeks of posts.
I’ll be adding 5 more next week.
Tell me what you think or add to my list in the comments section.
16. You don’t have to hurt the person you once loved.
I had the best divorce ever last year. It was great because we are still friends. We talk on the phone for hours at a time–not often, but we still share important bits from our lives with each other.
Everyone promised the divorce process would last for years, I’d probably fight over money, we’d yell and say things we’d regret… I refused all of it.
I spoke directly to my ex-husband about creating an outcome that would please us both. He agreed.
Bitterness in relationships just messes people up for the next person who gets ’em.
In the past, I’ve been hurt by so many dudes, and I’ve done the hurting.
Enough. I want my ex-husband to feel good about himself when he moves on to his next relationship.
I feel great, too.
17. Oooo, I do not like when people talk negatively about other people I know.
I understand that we all need to discharge our thoughts about people and situations. We need to talk to somebody if we’re afraid or frustrated. I get it.
But it’s totally obnoxious when the people you’re dissing are people I know!
Even though I do not like it, there’s something I can learn from it.
I’m learning that it looks ugly when folks put people down. I don’t want to look ugly that way.
Also, when I’m around this sort of conversation, I don’t say anything, I say something nice or… you know what?… I think I’ll just walk away.
18. I love you used to be challenging to say. I wasn’t raised with those words.
The first time I said it was to my college boyfriend at age 20, and he had to give me 3 months to get all three words out together.
Now, I’m used to them. I have so many people I give those words to. This is one of the amazing ways I celebrate my life.
19. You can’t lose.
I’ve noticed that bitter people are the ones who think you can lose.
Everything you experience, whether liked or not liked, matters if you’re open to learning something new or willing to evolve something you’ve learned earlier.
We just keep collecting wins. It’s called wisdom.
20. I pray about everything. EVERYTHING.
And because I believe in the prayers, because I expect them to be answered, they are. Not always in the way or shape I’ve asked, but they are always answered.
That’s why I’ve seen my share of miracles.
Most of them have been BIG.
The more I notice, the more I’ll notice.
Visit the other posts if you missed the first 15, and I’ll have more for you next week.
Live above ordinary.